Yeah, I know.
I'm sorry, but I can't keep doing this to myself. I've been caught up with life: school, work, drama, family, friends. the usual stuff.
I'm not a photographer of any sort: amateur, maybe going somewhere, nothing. I don't even have equipment. I don't have time to find a new model, or ask someone to help me. I don't have inspiration, and nothing comes out right. My camera literally has a film of dust on it. It's sad when I look at it and remember everything I used to do and aspired to be.
I don't want sympathy and I don't want pleading. I'm just letting you know how I feel, and how I've felt for a very, very long time.
I'm so